If You're Listening

I know I'm not your definition of perfect, but I'm sure you can learn it I can't do much, but I'll give you the world, you deserve it I did you wrong & you did me dirty But who was hurting more? last year I seen the glo emerge So it's f*ck all these niggas I don't know why you trust all these niggas You gon make me pull up & dump, put these niggas up in a bag Next time I get you in bed, I might make me a dad And I know, better, but know no better And when it comes to the toto, I don't know no wetter Lick you till your fed up, the way my heart is set up Connected to my eyesight, stomach, dick, & the head on my neck But you want something else, you something special When I met you, I wanted to tell you Curls bouncing, scent in the air, I wanted to smell you That's weird though, but for real shorty, that's how I feel I don't believe in devils, only angels in my ear, girl, I hear it Walk up to you asking if it's anyone you're here with Soon as you start speaking, I don't hear shit But you baby, YOU. all I want is you And showing you your worth, girl that's all I wanna do I promise, if you need the loyalty, you'll get it I'm honest Just promise me the same before the beat drop Shitting on your exes with no effort, ain't no beef I just wanna show who better, with the leverage I reach Stop, acting like the pleasure don't affect ya Imma beast - scream my name, when I'm in that thang going deep What we had was special, no question, you were the best I guess that's why my life feeling like its reversing since you left, girl I mean that If you're listening I put my hands up, I got my bands up I tried to make it without you, I couldn't stand her Lost in translation to the world, come and find me in the land Falling out while coming up was never in the plans Now I'm hell bent tryna get yo tail sent here And I'm on a mission I can't fail this year Are you listening? it don't matter cause I'm missing it Man it get sadder, make me madder when I reminisce Somebody always out here craving your attention And I know that was happening way before our issues But I need you badly, baby, it's sad, I'm going mad B These adderalls got me jumping off ladders, I'm just reaching for hope Just know you were guiding the pen as I wrote And the definitive inspiration of every quote You want the realness let me demonstrate it, baby you're growing And f*ck everybody else talking, girl I want you to know it If you come, I'll have you feeling like you were feeling at first Them dog days are dead, killed & put into hearses You help me, heal up some wounds that I was carrying since birth And every since you left me girl my life been in reverse And I mean it Fasho Baby come back to me Tryna get the truth by looking in your eyes Am I not ready, will you ever tell me why, I can't Figure it out, on my knees, pray to God Just hoping that you are listening, just come & hear me out Screaming f*ck all these niggas, I will clear it out Nothing to put a bullet in the cerebellum Of a nigga telling me that I'll never get ya They'll never get us They won't ever get us And I'll never forget ya