Isolophobia

I love the way you look at me, when you tell me you'll never leave, and I know that's not entirely True, but everyone around me does it too so I know that I can't really blame you But I need to take more accountability! They say there's more fish in the sea But the oceans over ran by people who think you can't be cool by simply being yourself So I cry in the dark so I don't see myself bleed! Watch me as I walk the sidewalk so I don't run into the street! Watch me as I swim around so I don't sink If only I could take the time, if only I could think I can't think! I can't think! Watch me momentarily peak! Cut off all my fingers, watch them spiral down the sink Oh EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART Everything is falling apart and I can't do this on my own. But I'm expected to try! I'm expected to watch all my ambitions die I'm expected to fly! With clipped wings and nowhere to land And that's why I cry in the dark so I can't see my hands! Watch me run the beach, so I don't get trapped beneath the sand You weren't watching me in the ocean so I got pulled beneath If only I could get out of this if only I could breathe I can't breath I can't breath Watch me as I slowly sink I wish you wondered where I went. I wish you missed the way I sing