My Time

Yeh Let me talk my sh*t You feel me Ok I believe in me Just believe in you Let me do me You like it cool You don't That's forward If don't make you happy Then leave me alone If you try to hurt me , I'll turn into a savage I don't force anyone to love me I force my dreams to come true I'm happy by myself Whether you like it or not And that's the reality of it I'm doing me right now I'm in my own f***ing world negative thoughts always come to me but I will not judge myself I'm doing this sh*t with no pressure People think I'm sad Or depressed Nah dowg I'm losing interest in everything I trust many people But in the end Everyone broke my trust I have being losing my mind lately Can't sleep Can't eat Can't think straight I just need a long hug Telling me how much I matter in this world Sometimes I don't need help Or advise I just need simply someone to care Without expectation Listen without judgement And see that I'm truly Niggas tried to say I wasn't hot ( f*** that) I wasted enough time on things that Never felt right, I'm listening to my soul now I'm terrible At making friends Partially because I don't trust people easily I can be friendly With many people But It takes me a while To accept That Person is actually Part of my life Stop forcing yourself to be nice to me I don't need fake people in my life Love but never trust Can't expect loyalty from people who lie to Themselves Don't say you love me If you don't love yourself Been loyal in this generation Don't do sh*t But get you embarrassed I had to put a lock on my heart Cause love don't last Maybe the pain made a better me Maybe my soulmate is money You don't have to like me I don't give a crap MYOB I can't go back in time To fix my mistakes But I can learn from them And forgive my self For not knowing well I can't always have a good day But I can always face a bad day With a good attitude My life isn't perfect but I'm thankful for what I have Story of my life fallen But I refuse to give up I'm moving forward Never look back I don't want to move fast I want to move correctly If it's something That's going to take me 10 years to make That's fine As long as I don't waste no time I keep it moving I've been improving I'm just chasing my dream I'm just doing What I love every day I don't bother nobody You don't know me You don't know where I've been Where I've been through Sh*t I had to do To get here You mad at me And all trying to do Is to take care Of my family And live my dream I am me I don't pretend to be like everyone else I'm deferent And I will not charge Who I am Just to fit in Take me as I am Or watch me as I go It's only right that I gotta get rich Cut niggas off I'm rich You rich Bitch we rich I'm tryna see us all rich May all our soon turn into finally F*** who got the most I'm just into the next thing growing up, I didn't have the best thing It's my time now My dream was to rap Never quit Kill the game and drop teas K*** it, I'm going straight in