i think I was Delusional,

I think I was delusional again I thought that you were more than just a friend Tell me How many times will I make this mistake I keep giving away all my love goes to waste As I drive down this highway, wish that I had molly So I could forget your face And how it made me feel I think I was assuming things again That now it'd be different from back then Tell me How many times will I make this mistake I keep giving away all my trust that you're breaking I go on my phone and my heart starts the shaking Yet still it's okay don't mind how long it's taking Cause maybe one day you'll coming running to me And you'll finally see what your words mean to me And you'll finally feel what we always conceal And it's finally real, I can finally heal Through how you make me feel Yeah yeah, there is something there Maybe I can write about it more later But it's like what is it about my gut and my head That tells me I need to do impulsive things Because they feel right to me And how do I tell people That it's not courage that drives me But this constant desire to like, feel something To feel like I'm doing something amazing Or to do something that feels right with me Like I cannot settle, I can't It's like Sharpay