Let It Out

I wait for the day that I meet you on the other side And with all this pain that I've been through I wish that I had you I wish that I had you Look Think I'm too real for this media shit On the real, and you not, so I ain't feelin' this shit People change, ain't the same when you grow up and you experience shit My old self, had to bury this shit You might not like what I'm becoming, all I got to say is f*ck it All the times when I had nothing, they ain't never offer nothing Used to be a singing nigga, school he played the trumpet And then he got too influenced, and now he want to dump it Nigga almost lost his self, had to find out who I was I was coolin' out with gang members, cuzzo was the plug It was love, that was gang, I never claimed to be no thug Had my mother and my pops, so I was different from my mud brothers Only had two sisters, I ain't never had no blood brothers My bro taught me finesse, it was the best, I used to love numbers In a city full of hate, it's hard to love others... But I had to get away, I got too sick of the shit I really would've let shit off and turned that V into Swiss I don't really get too involved, just throw my weed in a spliff And I got some people to call if I'm in need of a hit With no question, no second guessing, that just mean they legit Almost got us arrested and he seeded the bitch It's crazy, can't really f*ck with dude, he seeded a snitch That's a fact, but I ain't stressin' shit, it is what it is Can't waste any more time because I get what I get Remember times when I had carried the Smith Been grindin', I been patient, no time for no vacation No vows, just get her naked Won't love me, she gon' fake it I'm sayin', so I got my heart wrapped in some cement, it's on ice Bitches I tried to love and tried to be in their life Was damaged, it damaged me But I turned out alright, realized that they was worthless and a waste of a life And now I'm up, these diamonds on me probably pay these bitches rent now She wish she played it like a post-it and was stickin' round No time for the regrets, baby girl, shit just different now Could never get that time back, could only be with me until I climax Ain't fuckin' with no ratchets, I had Niya, she a Lombax I told her that I want her and cut contact Was only tryin' to f*ck, but I had goals, couldn't get sidetracked My heart, I'd rather it cold, you get a chill, then baby, my bad The odds of being with her is probably far-fetched Some shit be hard to stomach, but I digest And I digress, had to let it out, it was in my chest