Tough

Uh, told me it's been like a year and she know how she feel Said she in love and she do feel the love but sometimes she just don't feel fulfilled Said that he show her he love her but she think he faking, aint being for real He could be creeping, he only free on the weekends and he do well And as she got closer and comfortable, I smelled the Chanel Continued like, lately he been a little different, I forgot to mention I went through his cell Times in the past I went through it tough and it get hard to trust, I need secrets revealed As I sat up, I said shorty you wild, then she just smiled and got close to my ear She grabbed my arm, put my hand on her breast, said I ain't come here to confess Long as you keep em', I'll tell you my secrets but honestly I'm really here for what's next Shit, I just laid back, took a breath She started getting undressed And we ain't even been drinking, sober as f*ck and I still got you creeping You got me thinking like What if that was me right now Getting to the house and I wonder where you at What if that was me, you was doing so cold If I ever found out, you could never come back What if I was him, making call after call Every time that I call, then the call go flat What if that was me, you was doing so wrong What if that was me, you was doing so wack What if that was me, you was doing so raw When I told you the shit that I been through What if I was him, sitting there fucked up, steady thinking like this is the shit I get into What if that was me, I would probably go nuts What if I was him and you high school crush Shit if I was him, I would probably be crushed Imagine I was him, shit, What if I was him That'll prolly be tough Word, That'll prolly be tough Damn, That'll prolly be tough Word, That'll prolly be tough That'll probably be Uh, and I know she just catching a vibe Its just crazy to me how she fuckin, tell me in the truth, but be telling him lies She said, you make me feel like what I'm dealing with really ain't worth it, I should be with you I said you funny, I'm usually the one, but I cannot be hubby so ill be the 2 She said you play, I'm just rubbing her butt, It wont ever be us so cant f*ck up the mood So I said, really if I was our bae, tell me for me all the shit you would do She said that, honestly ill keep It solid, there'd be no one else, It would only be you It would be us, prolly nothing above, I just gave her a smile Know its far from the truth, cause She said Its been like a year and she know how she feel If she get the love from him, any love from me, it ain't worth it for real I know I can get her fulfilled, but that ain't enough, then she off to the field Sneaking on weekends with me but she cuffin with him, dont say ready to build And dont get me wrong, I love fuckin her, and I could be wrong for the f*ck Thinking bout this as I take off the comforter Gave her her shit, cause I don't plan to comfort her Told her that I gotta get to a meeting And I'ma see her this weekend She blew me a kiss in agreement, crazy as f*ck And I cannot believe it, she got me thinking What if that was me right now Getting to the house and I wonder where you at What if that was me, you was doing so cold If I ever found out, you could never come back What if I was him, making call after call Every time that I call, then the call go flat What if that was me, you was doing so wrong What if that was me, you was doing so wack What if that was me, you was doing so raw When I told you the shit that I been through What if I was him, sitting there fucked up, steady thinking like this is the shit I get into What if that was me, I would probably go nuts What if I was him and you high school crush Shit if I was him, I would probably be crushed Imagine I was him, shit, What if I was him That'll prolly be tough Damn, That'll prolly be tough Word, That'll prolly be tough Shit, That'll prolly be tough That'll probably be