Neon Monastery

[Intro] Flatline beep, another script to keep Swallowing peace in bottles deep Monitor's watching while I sleep, yeah [Verse 1] Popping pills like notifications, yeah Lost in this digital nation Father hit the slots, I hit the pharmacy Both of us just tryna cope with gravity Convenience store fluorescent lights CCTV caught my last goodnight Ji-hoon found me on the cold tile floor Now I'm seeing Buddha at heaven's door [Chorus] Wake me up when the pain stops Heart monitor going tick-tock Got demons in my medicine box Living life like I'm glitching, can't stop F*ck these scripts that keep me alive But without them I might not survive In between worlds, don't know what's real Every dose is just teaching me how to feel [Verse 2] Dad lost won, I'm losing consciousness Both addicted to false confidence They say I need help, I say I'm fine Mixing Xans with soju, crossing lines Emergency room's my second home Auto-tune hiding how I groan Buddhist chants echo in my head While these machines keep me from the dead [Bridge] Floating through the void tonight Fragments of my soul take flight Digital hell or spiritual high? Sometimes you gotta die to feel alive [Chorus] Wake me up when the pain stops Heart monitor going tick-tock Got demons in my medicine box Living life like I'm glitching, can't stop F*ck these scripts that keep me alive But without them I might not survive In between worlds, don't know what's real Every dose is just teaching me how to feel [Outro] Flatline fading to a steady beat Found salvation in my defeat Still here, still breathing, incomplete Still here...