I Will

Yeah, I will Two, Three, Go I know that I will Fly back up on top if I fall off, I will Spread out my wings, yeah I been tied up too long, I'ma shoot for the kill Grand momma passed, she was an angel way before she left us for real I was so pitiful, wallowing back and then forth in the dirt Always ahead when you rushing Life is like sleep with no cushion Except you be sleeping on gravel that's hot as a sauna The summer just toughened You pray it gets colder but now you're just used to it Not to the rain So you say f*ck it, now building a roof over ya Not sleeping as much as you were then The liquor is all that I f*ck with Numbing the pain as it gushes Smacking 'em bars on your head like it's mental It might just leave a concussion I need no cards to spill out your future Y'all imitating my style like a parrot does I was so foolish, now I know, I take shit from no one And I know my shit, they think I'm arrogant Keep it that way We're from the earth The only way's up, no time for grudges If I don't know it, then we ain't enemies Won't really mind, come eat at my table, I care for the heart, I don't mind sharing But know that I'll know if you pull out a knife It'll not be for buttering but just for stabbing me, ooh I was confused, I wasn't in light I learned I had demons, I lived in a closet, so terrified Then I got fed up, knew it'd be better and I'd survive So I said f*ck it, I cleaned out my closet, I came out alive She said she needed some space While she's stuck on her ex and that dude; he ain't bothered about what she's baking 'Cause he out there cheating with bitches and eating their cakes We both know it's tough, we don't know where we're progressing But there ain't no grudges, it is all love It is all tangled, you know how shit goes F*ck it I needed some space I need to be heard, I have been telling 'em And I need peace as my permanent resident A lot of money, no lotto, I'm getting there I need a mansion I need my momma and poppa to cherish it I need a bitch who is thick with an ass and intelligent Living independently, more like she's elegant Working like I'm Elon Rapping alienic, am an addict to the music, it's the only drug I be on I've been keeping in a lot of thoughts that were holding up my mental space Tenants paying up no rents so f*ck 'em, I evicted 'em A lot of bitches up in my DM, they want me licking 'em Since Token of Dopeness, y'all been loving it mental Yo, this is my letter to broken and hopeless fellas I'm eating up instrumentals, I'm bleeding out thicker venom Goddamn Oh, Kay, okay, go slow So people hearing this would know I got 'em jumping like Lil' Jon Okay, let's quit this mumble flow I've been sailing with no rudders Lost my direction, I'm back in like, What up Found myself and I got through the shudder I'ma do this until I'm the face that you see and say "Kay is better, there's no other!" This for my sisters This for my brother This for my brothers from another mothers We've been through a lot, it's time that we flutter Flow with the time, let yourself heal, you're gon' be fine Just know it's a mountain you won't be at top in a jiffy, it's gon' take time Keep your heart clean, have faith in yourself, and ease out your mind We've come a long way, we're eating better than we were Yeah, we'll be fine, we gon' be alright I know that I will Fly back up on top if I fall off, I will Spread out my wings, yeah I been tied up too long, I'ma shoot for the kill Grand momma passed, she was an angel way before she left us for real I was so pitiful, wallowing back and then forth in the dirt F*ck it