remembering bloomington

I want you to keep a secret like an oath You never heard it from my mouth It's that if you called me right now I wouldn't refrain from heading south It's been one long year since you called And only two days since You showed up in my dreams again And you begged for my forgiveness Everyone I've met feels like a lie And an overcompensation for the loss of you There is nothing my heart yearns for more Than the feeling of your breathing And the tightness of your grasp When I scraped my knee and it was bleeding And I see your ghost in the front seat of my car The sun's on my skin, your hairtie's on my wrist See the gap in your teeth, wildflowers I miss The comfortable vagueness of our relationship I have to tell them that they'll never be her I have to tell them that they'll never be her I have to tell them that they'll never be her