Fly Away

Almost feel like I can fly away I wanna die today Blow my brains out all over the door That's a doorway to a higher place I need a hideaway Glowing gold My soul is golden Got the golden glow Feel no remorse though when I close the door Yeah I be sober But I almost wanna overdose I close my eyes And journey off into my dark place And part ways Float far away Look I just wanna escape I seen to much I seen enough I feel enough of this place They wanna shape me Wanna make me I don't wanna be fake But I gotta press my foot onto the gas And just keep on blowing past 'em Press it down I'm going faster They talking to me but I don't understand them Don't really know I gotta ask them I feel this pain It's always lasting Almost feel like I can fly away I wanna die today Blow my brains out all over the door That's a doorway to a higher place I need a hideaway I need to die today Hurry do it right away Pull the fucking trigger Put a bullet in my mind today I'm wide awake I don't wanna live And no I'm not afraid I think I reached my limits I can't concentrate I'm locked away It's like I'm trapped inside a castle With a diamond on the mantel I want more I just cant handle all my bounds and chains I'm not allowed to break In such a lousy space But what if look yeah Almost feel like I can fly away I wanna die today Blow my brains out all over the door That's a doorway to a higher place I need a hideaway Yeah But I'm just going through the motions Dream of riding waves but my ocean has been frozen Don't know where I'm going Thought by now I'd have it figured out and I be coasting But that's not the way its going Something must be broken My thoughts are caught in limbo and I cant feel no emotion Yeah Almost feel like I can fly away I wanna die today Blow my brains out all over the door That's a doorway to a higher place I need a hideaway Almost thought that I can fly away I'm gonna die today