Heaven

They say Heaven is a place in the sky But you make me feel like I'm there sometimes Sometimes, I'm in Heaven with you Heaven with you They say Heaven is a place in the sky But you make me feel like I'm there sometimes Sometimes, I'm in Heaven with you Heaven with you They say Heaven is a place in the sky (In my mind) But you make me feel like I'm there sometimes Sometimes, I'm in Heaven with you Heaven with you Yeah It feel like Heaven when I'm with you Regardless what I'm saying girl I miss you And don't be crying grab a tissue This is my fault, I'm sorry for the issues And girl I'm sorry for the misuse But how I'm Supposed to When I can only see you on the Gram Damn, I can't even hold your hand I can't even be your man And I've been trying to get through it I been moving got me feeling like I'm stupid Know I had something special of course I had to ruin it I'm a fucking human And all we do is ruin shit You were my one and my only You were my angel the one I want to hold me Yeah You were my best friend and my homie Now I'm sitting here reminiscing You said I don't ever listen I'm stuck in this apartment and I'm lonely I know they told me I'd be lonely But the truth is they don't know me If I go back that's the old me So you could never ever know me You could never ever hold me down You could never ever hold me yeah And look I'm sorry that you know me Cuz you could never ever know me Yeah girl I'm sorry you wont hold me down You could never ever hold me yeah You won't ever ever hold me I just wish that you would hold me Got me closing my eyes Trying to get in the sky I'm trying to get into Heaven I'm trying to get in your presence Trying to envision your essence Like I been sick and I'm stressing But when I'm with you it lessens So I'm just trying to fly I'm just trying to find I swear I'm missing a blessing It's like I'm missing direction Hope you not missing the message Or getting mixed in impressions Not getting pissed and offended Like I been dissing and flexing That's if you listen I'm guessing I'm just dismissing expression I'm just dismissing it Yeah yeah Cuz I been feeling lots but You wouldn't know Yeah Yeah you wouldn't know This shit just eat at me Got to do something with it That's all Yeah