In My Head (feat. AP)

Laid back and I'm stuck in my head Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed Cuz I been doing things wrong And I'm just tryna live this life right But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right Laid back and I'm stuck in my head Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed Cuz I been doing things wrong And I'm just tryna live this life right But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right I been in my head lately I been in my bed Staring at the ceiling counting demons stead of sheep I Don't feel right Don't feel like this real life Hop out of bed and rub my eyes cuz maybe I don't see right That's not the case Skeletons up in my closet Just being honest Racing to the bathroom with a stomach full of vomit And my hands covered in sins I done commit for me to wash it Now I'm watching but they wont go down the faucet Think I lost it What had caused it No I don't know Getting muddy like a GoPro Get the money and I'm getting plenty They wan' take it from me like a hobo That's a no go Got the paper coming but in slow-mo Like oh no that's no dough Ima get a bag on my own I'm going solo look I be on my own They 'wan see me down but I kill all my foes Devils in my head like You don't even know No one checking in I got no friends to even hit my phone It's fine just let me be alone I'm Laid back and I'm stuck in my head Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed Cuz I been doing things wrong And I'm just tryna live this life right But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right Laid back and I'm stuck in my head Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed Cuz I been doing things wrong And I'm just tryna live this life right But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right I can't sleep been overthinking to myself Every move I ever made I began to excel Seen my momma on the weekends it was hard to confess How was I suppose to tell her something that I couldn't express Yeah Everyday that I was drinking man I started sinking Rope around my neck push me over but no one heard me screaming I couldn't take it my life was always on command I was looking for guidance I just needed the time to stand The life didn't choose me man I make my choices So many demons in my head and I can hear the voices Crack a bottle roll a L feed myself the poison Never had the encouragement to flush it even down the toilet Pain coming began the point of hallucination Pop another tab to see my true life was an obligation Another day and I feel like I just can't escape Grab the blade to my skin feeling like I'm losing faith Laid back and I'm stuck in my head Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed Cuz I been doing things wrong And I'm just tryna live this life right But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right Laid back and I'm stuck in my head Every pain that I endure I put myself in my bed Cuz I been doing things wrong And I'm just tryna live this life right But it gets so complicated when I try and do my things right