Outlaw

On and on On and on On and on Yeah, don't know what I'm talking about I wanna walk out the house, out I aint even tryna pack and plan it Ima pack a bag and head up out the planet Got my head up but it's stuck inside a attic Music money I be like a addict Stupid dummy I see hella damage I don't multi manage I cant handle balance like I'm caught on my dime right Lies like do I want lime light Am I right in the mind I Don't know what I'm worth Do I even rhyme tight, f*ck Think I need anti-depressants I got these demons and peasants They renting space in my head They tryna send me a message I got the blankest expressions Watch who I'm keeping close I be keeping notes Mind racing and I'm losing hope Almost got no one left that's fine I don't really even need 'em though Why I do it they don't need to know Leave it be call me evil bro I be fucked up cutting all of my friends This is my time I'm just Surviving The Ends Survival by any means You in my way then get popped like amphetamines Now watch how these friends become enemies Putting friend in parentheses You getting dropped homie for my better means, remedies Think I need therapy Memories, Never leave Lemme be This what I'm meant to be Live life like a Outlaw Stick to myself and they tell me I need to get out more Take my dick up out your mouth dawg I'm a hard hitter like I'm South Paw I'm going through it and I know it's true that I'll forever be a Outlaw I'm in the cut you in the couch dawg Knew you wouldn't stick around long I'm a Outlaw Talk about me Cuz I did all this here without yall Now its clear you wouldn't be here Knew you wouldn't stick around long You a outlier I'm a outlaw Wish you had the me without flaws Know they praying on my downfall Bitch I'm a Outlaw Phony bitches Going slowly vicious I don't show no interest Got no homie in this world I'm lonely in it I aint so religious But I know the difference When the devil visits And he's so convincing Got the golden ticket I want no commitment Got no seconds minutes I'm just so ambitious What they gonna witness Yeah I know I win this Look, I'd open up But I'm weak at that Feelings hit me with a sneak attack No love to heal the pain where the speaker at Wanna figure how to bring the feeling back People act like I'm evil Though I don't believe in that's Speaking fact Leave me alone to my isolation Feel like leaving from home was a obligation I need concentration Lotta contemplation in my path now Wanna break the cycle gotta ask how That's causing the greatest pain Gotta make the move To craft a better lane for my mental gain You just looking back at what remains I know its hurting so I cant complain All the damage I made left me stuck in the rain I just wan' be alone yeah Why you tryn' hit my phone uh You aint my homie cuz you took the word and you split it in half You tried to hoe me Up in my business and running your mouth Look bitch Quit acting nosey Lil bitch you wasn't lowkey Take my dick up out your mouth hoe and quit tryna blow me ay I gotta get and go Don't you got dick to blow You so predictable Snake shit Fake shit Caged in my head Feel like I'm going ape shit Ape shit Aching pain in my body Can't take it Give but don't take shit I cant maintain feel like I'm just going crazy And everyone hates me so I'm just gon' Live life like a Outlaw Stick to myself and they tell me I need to get out more Take my dick up out your mouth dawg I'm a hard hitter like I'm South Paw I'm going through it and I know it's true that I'll forever be a Outlaw I'm in the cut you in the couch dawg Knew you wouldn't stick around long I'm a Outlaw Talk about me Cuz I did all this here without yall Now its clear you wouldn't be here Knew you wouldn't stick around long You a outlier I'm a outlaw Wish you had the me without flaws Know they praying on my downfall Bitch I'm a Outlaw