Purpose (feat. Zano)

What a funny feeling I been waking up feeling like I'm on the fucking ceiling Downside up having trouble breathing Having trouble being trapped Another act fucking knuckles crack Like some bubble wrap then it's up and at Fucking running rat stuck in something that Isn't wanted back then its run it back Yeah uh Why am I so cold what is my purpose I thought it was this but that isn't working So I just been hurting and serving a sentence it's worthless I feel like I'm trapped behind curtains It feel like the earth got me searching for something I can't even have The shit just been driving me mad They only thought I'd bounce back one time F*ck that Ima double up F*ck a drink in my cup I got sweat to be gushed I want blood I need guts to be doing this shit You can link up with your gang but you really ain't doing this shit I been grinding fucking stupid and shit I'm used to the shit got a movie to get Please God what is my purpose Why was I put here? Do I deserve this? Follow my dreams or should I desert this So many obstacles make me feel worthless I'm more than the anger I wear on my surface I'm hot, I'm a furnace Been fighting these urges to walk into churches disrupting the service Yo bitch, like what is my purpose? Why was I put here, do I deserve this? Feel like a clown working the circus Don't give a f*ck what you purchased Say it with sternness Old me resurfaced what is my purpose? I got all this competition ain't no mother fucking threat to me I write it down in my composition Like yo, is this my destiny? Was it meant to be? F*ck all my enemies I catch a felony I word it carefully They say they tough, they from the streets Maybe sesame F*ck all these kids like vasectomy I blow they brains out call them Kennedy while I sit there and laugh I kick it relax cracking bottles with the deputy In my brain there ain't no empathy Ima chronic demonic living entity I smoke some weed and start rendering Is this really what I'm fucking meant to be Wait hold on Now all my emotions start festering Into an abyss I'm entering Say f*ck the world all my ties I'm severing Man this shit so pressuring like what is my purpose Ima run in with the gun And I'm butting them in the stomach When I hit them in the gut I be loving it How they huffing and they asking me to stop But they didn't when I was young And they would shit all on my music And tell me that it would suck And that I'd never even make it They'd tell me that I'll be stuck But I stuck true to what I'm doing And learned to not give a f*ck So you hate on my wave like this? Fine, bullet through your brain bye bitch