Scorched Heart

I love you I knew it the minute I met you I'm sorry it took so long for me to catch up I can't mend the heart Emotional pain it hits much harder And it lasts longer But when you love someone You work it out Do you love her? You don't just throw it away Yes You have to be careful with it How do you know? Cuz you might never get it again Because nothing makes sense without her After all the war that's happened in my brain I just took my heart and set a flame It's been burning in my body every day Coughing up the ashes that I'll use to write your name See now it's almost six months I'm still in pain How? My heart's in Hell cuz I traded it Devil had taking it trying to escape I thought a future together was not in my lane Thought it was lame You wanted family and I wanted fame F*ck was I saying cuz Now I think Ima be alone throughout my days I think with you I had a love I can't replace Now these demons breaking in to fill your space They drag me down and pull my heart deeper in flames They let it burn I feel it burning My heart just burn I feel it hurting Hope it was worth it Cuz all the times I failed you Yeah I know I wasn't perfect Now that time has passed It feel like it's moving fast I been working daily Not a moment just to fucking breathe Still feel emotions but can't let them f*ck with me So if I'm in Hell Ima turn into a fucking beast Wake up and get out of bed Got to get up a bag I can't sit on my ass Ima get all this cash I done got me a vision I got me a mission I'm finding ambition Not wishing I'm winning I'm working on winning commission I want to see hundreds of thousands of millions I'm building a villain to kill him and I am him so Ima start from beginning yeah I'm bout to be 25 but it feel like I'm just getting started Step inside, you gonna see where my heart is It's true I'm still in love but I don't have no option So my heart I'm giving up cuz I can't afford the stress It's just a scorching mess Burned inside a tortured chest deep within enormous of depths of Hell is where my organ's left So no don't you try and find me I just might go ghost Want nobody here beside me And lord knows that I'm trying But that don't seem to matter when the Devil's right behind me Devil's right behind me That don't seem to matter when the Devil's right behind me