Shattered Spotlights

Really feels like mine been tied so Why'd you think I said to put your fucking hands up This a battle I been losing it I'm feeling like the bad one Another L and I might hold someone for ransom I'm feeling like a phantom All these rejections makes me want to throw a tantrum And when I finally feel I'm winning You find a new way to put me back at the beginning but I'm willing As long as I can breathe and I'm still living I fight until I'm dead or I go missing it's a given that You just want to see me falling to the bottom but I'll just climb up out that bitch cuz I ain't stopping trust If you try to put me down it better be six feet Cuz I ain't quitting even if the world's against me It's gonna have to fucking kill me Failure ain't a option I keep fighting till they feel me yeah No matter how much Ima fail I don't care Fight till I'm no longer here yeah yeah See I been trying to pick my head back up It's been hard feel like I'm dead I'm done But you could never understand Every day I get up and I formulate a plan but I can't See it follow through until the end I don't need your help I just wish you were a friend Cuz every time I'm reaching you go slap away my hand And I don't think you understand just how much that hurts All the losses thrown at me been eating me up Act like I don't care I don't even give a f*ck And no matter what I ain't ever quitting no I ain't ever giving up so Take your best shot Better be a headshot Cuz if it ain't gonna kill me I don't think I ever can stop I'll be going till the lights burn out Ain't nobody at home if it don't work out cuz You just want to see me falling to the bottom but I'll just climb up out that bitch cuz I ain't stopping trust If you try to put me down it better be six feet Cuz I ain't quitting even if the world's against me It's gonna have to fucking kill me Failure ain't a option I keep fighting till they feel me yeah No matter how much Ima fail I don't care Fight till I'm no longer here yeah Cuz it feel like I'm falling And it feel like I'm failing And I don't understand it Yeah yeah yeah Feel it in my soul Ima get this shit all on my own I don't give a damn bout what they saying Cuz they wrong Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah I feel it in my soul Yeah I feel it in my soul