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Every night get faded till I'm dumb Don't wanna live that long These fucking drugs just hit my lungs Now I cringe in the back with a fucking gun I hate it man I lost my sun Wanna drip my veins of all this blood But I never told anyone And really I just can not do it I'm stupid and foolish for all of the shit that I've done But I'll tell you the truth without giving a f*ck And this is what you get when you're dealing with us Demons Demons in agony Screaming for tragedy Evil me savagely Reshape your gravity Please do not chat to me I'll end up snapping B I am a savage beast Flatlining all of my enemies Hurting my family This isn't fantasy Facing calamity Forced to embrace my insanity Burning down all of humanity Sadly this ain't how I planned to be Must be my stress and depression anxiety Making me take all these drugs it's so tiring Staying up every day and all night Because I've been getting so high Feeding this beast that is fiending inside of me All of these voices keep screaming and crying see I said I think that I'm dying B He said you're prolly just high homie F*CK Maybe I'm just a little bit too god damn high Lately I haven't been feeling the way that I'm tryna be Love me or hate me I'm planning my suicide That is my calling My future is gone And I'm so sorry mom I just couldn't be strong for too long I've been so fucking numb I can not carry on And I know this is wrong But I don't give a f*ck No, I don't give a f*ck Too bad all of these people are ignorant They are not listening Why you so serious I'm always sinning I might as well FINISH HIM I'll make some incisions And cut up all my competition Cause I'm on a mission With no pot to piss in On your grave I'm pissing Wait till my cock stiffens In this game of inches My wang is the biggest Can't hang with these bitches They can't see the vision I move with precision From the dirt I've risen But it sucks Cause the plot has been twisted Yeah the plot has been twisted And I wish I never existed The plot has been twisted Walk into my room and see me lifeless on the floor F*ck I forgot to lock the door