Fueled by Sadness

Everybody's telling me to die I don't even wanna be alive Every time that I said I am happy it's a lie I don't even wanna break a smile I am depressed And I'm always stressed I'm waiting for death I might give in Committing sins Because of depression f*ck Everybody's telling me to kill myself Cause these are the hands that I've been dealt Will not live long enough to see my wealth Left to collect dust on a shelf Ashes Succumbed to the sadness My mind is filling with blackness I might just stab someone's back bitch Starting a riot that's fuelled by sadness Starting a riot that's fuelled by sadness I am just a walking mother fucking mess I do not give a mother f*ck if ten bullets go into my mofucking head I just wanna die today F*ck this shit I might just throw my fucking life away Sent to my grave To relieve all my pain Imma spit right in the devils face He's nothing but a coward imma put him right into his place Now I'm smoking dmt This pink room is surrounding me I thought I died but now I'm coming back to my reality F*ck this place I'm living in I do not wanna sin again