im a heathen but i believe in demons

I am a heathen and I got these demons Demons I am a heathen Yea I got these demons Cause there is no god to believe in And I got this feeling It's like I am dreaming But I know that I am not sleeping On all of these drugs I am tweaking I'm plotting on robbing my plug to stop fiending My life has no meaning Precisely the reason that I am eternally screaming Because of these drugs I'm internally bleeding My heart is so numb and I hope it stops beating I'm filling my lungs with that cigarette smoke and I hope I stop breathing I'll always be scum when I'm railing that dope so I hope that I choke and I hope that my body starts seizing I hope that I end up ODing I hope that I take a bullet hole right into my head so my brain will start leaking F*ck this isn't easy Imma wipe all of my tears away And I will pray for better days Grandma if you are listening Come and get me out of this misery God damn Right out this misery I promised that I would see you again You're one of the voices that have been stuck in my head And this is how I know that my messages have sent But every day I am waiting for death And every day I am waiting for my life to come to an end Because of all of this pain and regret And every day I am always upset I'm wondering what the f*ck is coming next Demons Yuh I am a heathen Yeah I got these demons Cause there is no god to believe in And I got this feeling It's like I am dreaming But I know that I am not sleeping On all of these drugs I am tweaking