Petals

Wake up It's 3 The drugs in my head And I know That The way you feel It ain't the same But when I think about the things we lived Together it's strange It's like you took my soul and sold it you just threw it away Yeah I'm addicted Yeah I'm addicted to pain I'm counting petals To know if you feel the same And when you call me At night To know if I'm good I hide my feelings My thoughts The shit that Il I try to leave But I can't Talk to the moon When I'm sad Whe won't respond To my text Whers the futur What's next Cuz when I think alone And I drink alone She turns inside my head I try to numb my heart But it's already gone She took it and she left Yeah I'm addicted Yeah I'm addicted to pain I'm counting petals To know if you feel the same Cuz when I think alone And I drink alone She turns inside my head I try to numb my heart But it's already gone She took it and she left