Alive

Are you gonna hold on or be strong Or cry every minute wishing you'd die Your parents aren't alive You're doing whatever they tell you to survive Knocking on every neighbors door Looking for clothes to wash or iron and they just send you away Doing drugs to escape reality Smoking weed Feeling like you're in a movie scene She's knocking at at every club tryna get a job She never finished school so she couldn't even serve alcohol Strolls at the mall to window shop while other ladies Pull up in the parking lot with they fancy cars Fancy niggers and kids She's pushing thirty there's nothing left for her to do And if you get close to her she might want to crock you I've seen them all when I was strolling wearing a Jason mask I see him conducting cars at the parking lot and when it turns night he robs a lot He saw her with bags of groceries He helped her get them in the trunk She tipped him He snatched the key and drove away And she was left screaming watching her BMW drive away She knew it wasn't over cause she had a lot of cash She ran to the train station Some vandals saw the chain she was wearing Snatched it from the neck and diamond earrings until Her skin started tearing she started screaming and they started stabbing Blood was dripping and they saw the chain and started grabbing It was said things will never be the same Life gets worse each and every year My  friends doing drugs without care for time My enemies want to kill me but smile at me in brought daylight I'm cursed I feel like praying is a waste of time Lord show your face before they erase me from this place. There's a pain in my chest You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die You can take away my soul but can never take my heart You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die As long as I'm alive dawg I will work hard I will be successful you can never hold me down You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die You can take away my soul but can never take my heart You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die You can take away my soul but can never take my heart You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die As long as I'm alive dawg I will work hard I will be successful you can never hold me down You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die As long as I'm alive dawg I will work hard I will be successful you can never hold me If I suffer another stroke I might buy a gun I've been trying to be saint Going to church every Sunday but my enemies multiply every day I'm only 18 but they want me dead but it don't matter I gotta hold on be strong Ladies everywhere just when you're close to success Trapping you with sex and living you with less I want the money my mommy my family and nobody Guns have no loyalty If you steal one from me and use it to kill my enemy While wearing gloves the gun and bullets will testify against me in court Who got shot My enemy got shot Who did it The lord did it I think its time the underdog rise to the top Imma be the one with the money and cars now Woof woof the underdog bark But I'm more of a Lone wolf Do my mischief alone Sit on the throne alone And definitely bone alone Wait wait Yeah I definitely bone alone You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die You can take away my soul but can never take my heart You never gonna kill me I'm never gonna die As long as I'm alive dawg I will work hard I will be successful you'll  never hold me down You never gonna kill me