The Reason I Sin

I've waited too long I couldn't do this alone I needed the homies to come and help me It's matter of life or death I gotta kill him before he kills me Late at night on a Wednesday Streets are empty Beefing with this cock sucker Gotta send him down to his ancestors Homies about to show up in a golf one Cocking on a gun About to take this n*gger to yeoville Abounded buildings everywhere I'll never stop hitting him untill I see him pissing in his underwear Begging for mercy asking for forgiveness like a bunch of cock sucking bitches It takes about three seconds to think of killing someone A second to grab a gun out your pants A second to pull the trigger A second to shatter his brain to pieces Your heart is beating Quick to tell your homies to put plastic in his head that nigga dead Place his body in the boot before anyone sees us Not even Jesus It's late at night I told him I'd get him for all that bullshit He's blood is smelling and I feel like imma vomit Racing fast like a comet Stopped by officers afraid this body they'll spot it The cop came near the car started to inspect it I took that dead body Put it on my like I was caring He could quit staring Asked me what's going on Officer my brother has been shot I'm taking him to hospital Imma go to the police station to open up a case Shit almost blew up in my face A face untrustworthy because of too much Fighting doing drugs and fucking bitches Sucking on them titties busting on them bitches This is the life I chose The lord tryna send me back to church Met a prophet while I was on my way to where my aids infested bitch stay Told me you gotta go to church God's got everything for you But I don't wanna hear shit from him anymore Where was he when I needed him the most Tormented by my father's dead ghost Yeah I told you bitches I'd kill him in dear dad I went to my mommas house Knocked his teeth out Painted the wall with his blood like he did me when I was young He always told me ill come after you if you succeed on breaking your mom and I up I'll make sure you'll regret the day you were born I know where his body is right now My homies burnt it But his ghost still remains in my mind I see him when asleep daydreaming I'd even see him even if I was blind I'm never gonna act like a Saint I love seeing blood ooze out my face after taking a punch like a man That's why this bitch laying on me can never ever stand I thank God that cop believed my bullshit story before it blew up in my face Cause this bullet was gonna blow up in his face I'm too stressed to be thinking about any shit Cause like a boat my life is sinking I ain't got time to go back to God Before I could even cleanse my heart There goes another bitch with her ass sticking out Seducing me without even speaking Everybody has lost their souls to either drugs, sex, beer or crime And I sold my soul to Hip-hop and guns My homies more like family more than my sister could ever be Told him I was joining the darkside My nigga loves God with all of his heart but told me I won't let you do that shit alone I'll come with you