Unfamiliar

Unfamiliar faces... don't look the same like they got a facelift My heart so full of big empty spaces Sometimes ion say shit, I know if I react that shit gon push me back Always been ahead of niggas it ain't time to get off track I caint relax I'm still behind on bills still out here takin risks Women for you till they can no longer reap the benefits I been equipped with eyes to see beyond the shit that ppl show Ain't no honesty I ask wassup cause I already know You say you love them let it go it's real then it'll come yo way My life ain't no game so I'll be damned If I let ppl play Wanna love and be loved but I had to tuck my heart away Focused on myself Derez Deshon I took the harder way Ain't dumb I took the smarter way they thought that I was useless Niggas dap ya like they weren't just with yo lady I ain't stupid I see through shit they be with them secrets they still in the darkness Bout to turn these hidden figures into targets You..can't trust nobody who was willing to hurt you When you f*ck up my trust that ain't something we can work through My feelings get hurt too Can't wait though they say patience a virtue The realest folk get stuck in the dirt too You wanted it so bad that you were willing to take it Ask me to hold my heart you turn around and you break it These days they live to fake it they just wanna make it They ask why my hearts so cold cause it done been many places Neva told you lies why would you lie to me? It's no surprise to me I want real love ain't no bribing me don't take no bribery You caint treat me like I'm slow too smart I should go Ivy League Public with yo disrespect so don't come to me privately You don't vibe with me I peep yo energy you ain't been true to me Act like you so clueless as to why it is your losin me You say that you need me prolly why you keep on usin me Chose the streets you wasn't choosin me used to be glued to me Maybe I was meant to heal the ones who never loved me back Maybe I was meant to carry pain all on this broken back Maybe i hurt ppl and the Karmas all I can attract But I deserve the love I give to most it ain't no bigger fact I caint relax I'm always takin Ls I'm always on the edge Know you would be scared if you can hear the thoughts that's in my head Know you'd feel so cold if you could feel dreams I have in bed Ones I loved the most are dead ain't say the shit I should've said You... can't trust nobody who was willing to hurt you When you f*ck up my trust that ain't something we can work through My feelings get hurt too Can't wait though they say patience a virtue The realest folk get stuck in the dirt too You wanted it so bad that you were willing to take it Ask me to hold my heart you turn around and you break it These days they live to fake it they just wanna make it They ask why my hearts so cold cause it done been many places