when i'm older

When i'm older, i'll see that I can't change, the past But look, at me I've made it, in spite of it all But I feel so, lonely in it all Not a thing, I would change You can talk all the shit, you want about me Try to make me feel small I've been through hell, but I still f*ck a fake smile They wonder why I'm fucked up And to my younger self, you got this Your gonna make a change Your gonna make it through the pain Your gonna have a hell of a story, to tell Your gonna love yourself When i'm older, i'll see that I can't change, the past But look, at me I've made it, in spite of it all But I feel so, lonely in it all Not a thing, i would change