HATE TO TRY

Last night I ignored all the road signs Can't even see out of my own eyes Covered by static and blurred lines Lately I've been riding a decline Is this how I'm programmed by design Thought everything would turn out fine But they lied Honestly I hate to try Why does everything never turn out right My life feels like I'm color blind Tell me what it's like on the other side Maybe I'm just afraid to die I mean honestly it's a waste of time I know, I know I feel so incomplete I don't really know what I believe Never know if I should stay or leave Will someone help me write my destiny I might look fine but I'm terrified Told you the truth or did I lie If you reach out I won't reply Honestly I hate to try Why does everything never turn out right My life feels like I'm color blind Tell me what it's like on the other side Maybe I'm just afraid to die I mean honestly it's a waste of time I know, I know I feel so incomplete I don't really know what I believe Never know if I should stay or leave Will someone help me write my destiny Is something wrong with me I don't even know what I should think Wish that everything was guaranteed Wake me up when I start to succeed I've been feeling so tied down Like I'm living in a glass house Can anybody break me out Save me before time runs out I've been feeling so tied down Like I'm living in a glass house Can anybody break me out Save me before time runs out I feel so incomplete I don't really know what I believe Never know if I should stay or leave Will someone help me write my destiny Is something wrong with me I don't even know what I should think Wish that everything was guaranteed Wake me up when I start to succeed