moments before the knots loosen

Wake up to a cold floor Pins in my legs One arm is interlocked with the AC The cable grinds into my wrists Digs deeper into my skin I see a crack in the ceiling bits of the outside leak in I hear a presence She doesn't know I'm here I want to call out The words don't form She can't see me like this She can't see me like this How can I explain this How can I explain this Just a second Just a second Just a second Just a second Just a second, just a second I need to change I can't I can't Can't breathe through the hole in my side I can't I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night I can't I can't Can't breathe through the hole in my side I can't I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night I can't I can't Can't breathe through the hole in my side I can't I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night I can't I can't Can't breathe through the hole in my side I can't I can't stay conscious through the rest of the night I hear footsteps drawing nearer Hear the lock drop All I see is light