Made Me, Me

Every scar you see on me got a story to tell I put it on my tracks so I never derail God help me keep me sain while I try to prevail And while I move through these snakes they be sneaky as hell Life ain't no sprint man I'm in it for the distance My baby grows up once man I cant miss it The richest man never had a lot of cash All these material things can be gone fast so you gotta ask Who gone be there for you when you low and out of money Who gone ride for you when the time comes and shit gets ugly It's the things that we don't think about Till it's too late and you bleedin out How you feelin now Really think about it let it set in Sometimes the road you be on is just a dead end I dove in the deep-in and took my last breath in And rose to the surface using every last weapon God why you bring so much pain on me I took it to the chin though it made me see What I couldn't before, that's honesty Now I wouldn't change nothin cuz it made me me God why you bring so much pain on me I took it to the chin though it made me see What I couldn't before, that's honesty Now I wouldn't change nothin cuz it made me me Yea it made me me Nothing comes easy boy life will test ya And I haven't seen a diamond being under pressure Still not lackin effort, all put my all into this shit man it can't be measured That's just the way pops raised me I relate to the people they call crazy Cuz bieng normal dog thats what I call lazy I know ima make there's no idk maybes I had to many dark nights but that's what made me yea I haven't slept in days workin on this shit From the am to the pm that's a double shift Everytime I step up to the mic that's another hit And I know when they listen they gone be like yo he never miss I've been known to flip, but I ain't talkin bricks I double up my chips I go and get it everytime there ain't no stopping this I had to stop relyin on some motivation Now I just go and do it with no hesitation God why you bring so much pain on me I took it to the chin though it made me see What I couldn't before, that's honesty Now I wouldn't change nothin cuz it made me me God why you bring so much pain on me I took it to the chin though it made me see What I couldn't before, that's honesty Now I wouldn't change nothin cuz it made me me Yea it made me me To the ones that switched up on me Ones that gave up on me I'm wishin y'all nothin but love homie Cuz I don't hold no grudges I'm lovin my peace My attitude is to chill nothin fuckin with me I used to always think the world had nothin for me Till I found my ride or die and she ain't scared to tuck it for me She'll ride along side of a bucket with me Only one that stuck beside me and ain't running from me They think they got me all figured out Think I won't protect what's mine boy I'm chalkin em out Yea I'm tossin em out Yea I'm loggin em out Man I'm done with all the beef now I'm flossin em out Lately I've been on a level where no one can see me My confidence grew Got me thinkin no one can beat me Alone in a room Writing till my fingers are bleeding I'm running on fumes But I'm thinkin bout my son how he need me and zoom Yea And just like that I'm back God why you bring so much pain on me I took it to the chin though it made me see What I couldn't before, that's honesty Now I wouldn't change nothin cuz it made me me God why you bring so much pain on me I took it to the chin though it made me see What I couldn't before, that's honesty Now I wouldn't change nothin cuz it made me me Yea it made me me Yea it made me me Yea it made me me