It Will Not Be the Same Anymore

Okay How far will it go? I'm not sure - that's for sure Not at all, not anymore Thoughts under control Maybe overthinking was killing me? Or maybe my lack of knowing When they were screaming Maybe my lack of knowing When they were screaming? Tell me how far will it go? Lately the ceiling dents have been beautiful as never Dense yet the same as the stars in the sky Shining faintly, blinded by street lights I'm a close observant swim-wandering the air like a feather Neck has been stiff, laying on the bed Finding things I couldn't find in my true self I lead my eyes through the path of the fly's blood That never felt more alive then Unconscious like the human mind escaping the flesh cell Disintegrating my eyes by melting them To mature my deep dense depths It's no use These are loose ends The ends of the ends No final end In the end or in the never end No desire to end it all yet But I'm so close I wanna get in touch with you but you're on the other end On my personal sky The constellation never changes I was looking at it, I was you holding tight I was looking for a bond and you for something else For so long So, so long I've learnt not to attach to anyone Attach and over attach - what's the difference? Since right now I feel great with myself and Man I feel like I can relate Man I feel like I could relate Man I feel like I should relate Man I feel like I can't relate Not at all, not anymore Or maybe? I am not so sure The sickening future that's so vague To exchange what life can already take But yeah I'm getting there Gonna end up in The Getting There The Getting There - a new old state of the getting theres (Are you dead?) Yes, no, maybe Staring within myself again Staring at my faded flame That will not give me the same answer again I head on, head on over, I had head on clash Sweat on the forehead 'cause I Head on and head off and head on and head off Available at Walgreens Electrified ferris wheel Please take me in! Grand Theatrical Spec-Tackle Phasing in and out with a huge magnitude And a recruited coroner Exposing an abandoned corner Now I'm out of touch, like lines in the fingerprint Like a broken spiderweb not having anything to interlink Look at the power of this triumphant will! Get ready to see this hopeless being dying to exist! (Are you dead?) Maybe, but I'm not giving up yet I'm gonna live for these ceiling dents I'm gonna live for all of these ends where I will be the beginning of all of them I'm gonna live alone like I always used to Faded last flame will start burn again 'Cause motherfucker that's the thing No one but myself can know when I'm starting fucking burning! Welcome getting theres! This is my terrain! Listen to my pain's screeching sound That says "no more pushing Joe around"! There's no place for your scoffing Shut up you stupid children and stop coughing In fact get the f*ck out of here! There will be no place for me in the coffin! I know It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore Not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not It will not It will not Be the same Anymore It will Not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will not be the same anymore It will I take it all back I take it all back I take it all back I take it all back