Psalm of the Lost Wanderer

Seems to me that it's over Gone like a whisper, no closure I got no strength to recover Like a tired soldier Seems to me like I'm dead I follow through I'm not there I'm not there I am not anywhere I could never catch myself Seems to me that it's over I faded I have no colour I'm just a lonesome rover How could I ever move on? Seems to me like I'm dead I follow through I'm not there I'm not there I'm not anywhere I could never catch myself Seems to me that it's over I want to go to sleep I'd rather go to sleep instead I'd rather fade away Seems to me like I'm dead I follow through I'm not there I am not there I'm not anywhere Seems to me like I'm dead I have been moving way too fast to ever catch myself I have been moving way too fast, could not forgive myself I have been moving way too fast to ever catch myself I have been moving way too fast, could not forgive myself No I cannot go back now No I cannot after this And I'm losing myself now Yeah I'm losing I'm losing myself in this I guess it's what it is Let it all out Let all it out No I cannot go back now No I cannot after this And I'm losing myself now Yeah I'm losing Cause I'm a fucking stupid bitch I guess it's what it is Let it fall down Let all fall down