Bad Dopamine

Bad dopamine Why do I hurt myself Why can't I see My mind it hurts like hell Bad dopamine Unconscious tendencies I try to leave Shadows of jealousy I used to be I'd never hate you but here we are Drunk in this moment has taken charge (charge) Why don't I notice I went to far Silence surrounds me it lights the spark Cleanse from the toxins that cloud my heart It feels electric to leave the dark Why do I hurt myself Why can't I see (see) My mind it hurts like hell Bad dopamine Unconscious tendencies I try to leave (leave) Shadows of jealousy I used to be I keep on searching for the balance Although I never get enough There's only one way I can drown it I have to sober up