Don't Wanna Feel

And every time it gets harder to deal The pain so real I take a pill every time it gets deep I don't wanna feel And every time it gets harder to deal The pain so real I take a pill every time it gets deep I don't wanna feel Alone, in my zone Sparking a doobie, getting high for my lows Losing control Thought I had it figured out, I didn't Voices in my head getting scary when they visit So I'm, better off alone, better off with this keef I roll And should I fall, get back up, can't lose at all From the bottom, days get cold And it gets dark, and I get lost And I get lonely, how ironic Honeydew's best export iconic Still I, still I get anxious, panic How it all ends, I planned it Suicide what they call it, Anxiety from my calling Will the music sell or just flop Will I keep performing, don't stop Feel the heartbeat when I drop Will I ever make it to the top? And every time it gets harder to deal The pain so real I take a pill every time it gets deep I don't wanna feel And every time it gets harder to deal The pain so real I take a pill every time it gets deep I don't wanna feel Dark space where the spirit lies And my mind state is no paradise Last Saturday was a sadder day How they here today and they gone tomorrow How Hlatsey Phaks felt all alone, and the whole world gave zero love Like you not enough, it's all fake love, so who to trust? Crocodile are their tears when I see the dust Losing my mind, I'm thinking too much I tell them I'm fine, I lie about such And all in due time, the hour glass breaks In Honeydew crime, I pray I'm not next The way we all die, the streets are a mess He was a good guy, how come the good die? How come the good die? And I know, that it hurts sometimes And I know, you wanna let it go sometimes And I know, been there, done that, got the T-shirt so I Been there, done that, got the T-shirt so I And every time it gets harder to deal The pain so real I take a pill every time it gets deep I don't wanna feel And every time it gets harder to deal The pain so real I take a pill every time it gets deep I don't wanna feel