Lonely (feat. Grizz XI)

See the evil in their eyes Pray for my demise Pray I don't survive Hard to stay alive Evil in their eyes Pray for my demise Pray I don't survive Hard to stay alive It gets pretty lonely No one for me Days went dark out Lost my homie Pretty lonely No one for me Days went dark out Lost my homie It's RIP or they switch up, either way I'm losing niggas And the money spent on women that I cannot keep, I'm losing figures Losing feelings, heart get cold No role models, they all burn like coal Ashes to ashes, smoke it, pass it, life goes on Voices in my head get too loud They say they want me dead, but I gotta make you proud Staying alive for the days that I wanted to die Pills in my hand, in my head, suicide If it weren't Khothi, my brother, my slime Got a new reason to get up and smile Now I turn stu to a therapy session I lost my homie, I deal with depression I'm from the bottom, know all about pressure Shoot for the stars, while you ducking the bullet Tug of war, only evil is pulling We losing the fight, living in fright When is my day? It might be tonight Down on my knees I pray for the light See the evil in their eyes Pray for my demise Pray I don't survive Hard to stay alive Evil in their eyes Pray for my demise Pray I don't survive Hard to stay alive It gets pretty lonely No one for me Days went dark out Lost my homie Pretty lonely No one for me Days went dark out Lost my homie Heart bleeds as I look up No one in site but my shadow I used to think that days were good Now those days are long gone I really think about those days How I felt nothing but pure joy Funny how things really changed As I grew older now, started feeling more And I've been fighting all these demons I've been fighting for my life Quiet battles I've been facing But a smile stay on face And I've been running with my soldiers But the battles ain't the same Streets got really really cold And I just lost them on the way I just hope they hanging on I know it's pretty lonely, yeah I know I'm trying all my best To keep my head above the water I am slowly getting up I'm tryna swim my way to shore I am tired of pretending I just wanna say I'm good See the evil in their eyes Pray for my demise Pray I don't survive Hard to stay alive Evil in their eyes Pray for my demise Pray I don't survive Hard to stay alive It gets pretty lonely No one for me Days went dark out Lost my homie Pretty lonely No one for me Days went dark out Lost my homie