Lose Me, Save You (feat. Abuti Vee)

Tell me what you're living for And what defines you Getting lost up in the sauce, no one can find you A diamond in the rough, I just needed refining The ashes where I rose, I've been ready to fly in It's terrible times, I tell a tale in these rhymes Put the yeast to the BS, manure through it, I rise Shorty said I work too much, and she told no lie But there's somebody else in the picture, it's in your eyes Ego bruised a little bit, get up and I bandage it Ask me how I feel? in control, I am managing Then they mention you, f*ck is that Now I'm mad again, I dress a dead issue like a mannequin Apologies for tripping over nothing again I got 99 problems, you the least of my pain Imagine living in your brain without a single way out Overthinking everything, now your heart full of doubt I was really in the trenches, all I had were my guys Shack boys, we were blessed, know some niggas in pipes All that matters is life, a few of us in the skies Souls gone, but the dreams we had, I never let die I can never show it when I'm dying inside I gotta show up, le he ke hlotsa so they all be alright Cause if I give up, I got so much I can lose in the night I hope I don't lose myself, trying to save somebody else I hope I don't lose myself, trying to save somebody else My biggest flaw, making people happy, disregard me It's still death, how I got him, but who really got me You know, heavy is the head, for the crown I wear And I cry a little bit, zero shame I bear Cause I've been through it all, feeling lost Temper shortens every day you might pay the cost I prefer my own space, I don't get involved Still the same KayGee, but the pain evolved I was really in the mix with my guys In the hood, ducking blicks to survive Good kids, in the midst of the crime I find solace in these rhymes Not a doctor, but with every play I'm healing your heart The irony, I'm doing all of that, I'm falling apart But it's a lot of faces looking at me, eyes full of pride I can't show them all the scary, so I keep it inside Spending time on my lonely, so a blunt what I hug I hope I don't lose myself, trying to save somebody else I hope I don't lose myself, trying to save somebody else I hope I don't lose myself, trying to save somebody else I hope I don't lose myself, trying to save somebody else