Make Believe (feat. AftrPrtyy)

Oh oh Maybe it was all make believe, make believe Cause you had no faith in me, faith in me In the end I tried, to help you out I cant even tell you about the problems that I have Addiction taking over, I wont ever make it back My devil in my hear, he tryna tell me ima crash Just like in a instance you just saw life flash away I might just pass away I'm not scared to die, your just scared to die, were all the same Its okay to put a gun to my head Point I'm already dead Know that I am not scared Broken memories still lingering inside my head Reminiscing you got me missing all this everyday I'm here thinking about the old you, How I used to hold you, now I cant control you Emotionally damaged but I'm acting like its dope Just thinking about you then I get emo, Now I'm taking drugs just to feel some I'm finna turn into a monster Nah, no I cant feel none Feeling all this pain so I take it to the face, dont want to be here I dont want to live no more Dont want to be here no more Had me shedding all these tears just for you to swim away Could've sworn you was the one to tell you ain't ever changing I dont want to live now, I'm about to crash out Tell me what's next now, want you to say what's next now I want you to be right here right now Dont you see, it was a dream, cause I want to wake up I elucidated everything, and you still dont understand Threw it out the window, with the future that we could've had Yeah we fighting all through text, but that sex way better I could never let her go, but I think its for the best Oh, damn It could've went another way I can hear the voices in my head and they wont go away Its hard to admit where I'm wrong, I'm waiting for another day Where I'm laying in my grave I cant even tell you about the problems that I have Addiction taking over, I wont ever make it back My devil in my hear, he tryna tell me ima crash Just like in a instance you just saw life flash away I might just pass away I'm not scared to die, your just scared to die, were all the same