Falling Down

Fall Fall Falling down I don't see no one around me (uh) What am I supposed to do When I see the drugs around me I know they here but I don't feel it Go in my head like a remix All these thoughts like a broken record Skip, heart broke from the way they show no effort Gotta remember things I write down with a pen and paper Gotta savor the times when you live in the moment I'll save the sadness for later What would you think if I sat down and told you that this is the truth, see maybe A little faith in a place where my hate is kept, and it manifests something that I can't take This is the truth, this where I'm at Hate myself everyday Yeah, this is the truth, this where I'm at I'm forever stuck in the rain Where lightning comes with the pain With the thunder being the trauma that forever keeps me from being the same From being the same From being the same Got a problem, help somebody call the doctor I'm feeling lost or something Load up the cylinder just for fun Feeling like God want me on his roster Thinking I'm turning right into a monster This doesn't matter, I'm sick of the chatter Might as well take me away, I don't want me to stay Cause none of this matters Going down, I need to find me a ladder Stepping on bridges that burned away I need to find me a pattern Going with the hope that I'll look out the window and see something that ain't shattered No type of help or healing gets rid of this feeling I'm left with this disaster Falling down I don't see no one around me (uh) What am I supposed to do When I see the drugs around me I know they here but I don't feel it Go in my head like a remix All these thoughts like a broken record Skip, heart broke from the way they show no effort Gotta remember things I write down with a pen and paper Gotta savor the times when you live in the moment I'll save the sadness for later What would you think if I sat down and told you that this is the truth, see maybe A little faith in a place where my hate is kept, and it manifests something that I can't take Valuable lessons No casinos hoping for sevens Making a wish when 11:11 Hoping my dreams become a reality, I been wishing since I was 11 All ones I know its fate I'm praying I'm staying home, up late I'm shaking From all things invading my mental it's too late Do a rehearsal, will they see my pain If they do I don't want them stay Hit a reversal, get in my life Break me once and I'm back to the same What am I dealing with, I couldn't give a straight answer Back to the board, I'm sick of the drawing Thinking about flying away like Casper Listen real closely I'm hopeless, I'm broken These words are my emotions I'm falling down (down) I don't see no one around me (uh) What am I supposed to do When I see the drugs around me I know they here but I don't feel it Go in my head like a remix All these thoughts like a broken record Skip, heart broke from the way they show no effort Gotta remember things I write down with a pen and paper Gotta savor the times when you live in the moment I'll save the sadness for later What would you think if I sat down and told you that this is the truth, see maybe A little faith in a place where my hate is kept, and it manifests something that I can't take I'm trying to live a better life and nobody understands that These words are my emotions I hope somebody can understand that I'm falling down it feels like there's no way out of this I'm falling down and there's no way out of this