Woke Up Late

Woke up late and heard the news today lost a friend a brother a great teammate Fell to the ground with no words to say god damn Can't express how much I wish you stayed Cause lately I've been thinking off this drink I'm sippin And this weed got ahold of me I'm gettin kinda twisted yeah There's something in my life that I'm always gon be missing So slow down my life's going overtime Blink once and another loved ones dyin So enjoy all the memories as time keeps tickin How wish I lived in a world worth livin Hard to fathom pain that you were going through But I can say that I relate a lot to you I miss you and I can't find the right words to say Other then expressing how I feel every single day Never really knew that that's how you felt You were livin life and I couldn't really tell Now I'm sittin here wishin that I got the chance to help Cause now I'm hurt and I'm flooded in all of this guilt Keep a gun hold it tight create these fake images I'm living in a world where they focus on the negatives See nobody understands how important life really is There's too much I see and what I see I hold in Thoughts in a cage locked in with the demons My mind is a puzzle with all the wrong pieces Might open up your eyes and leave you guessin Wonder how I came up this way still stressin Don't want to be the one you'll remember From all the things they say you'll get the wrong picture Life's been a trip and I ain't gonna lie Keep feeling pain and I wanna know why Next week I heard the news and I sat there and cried Thinking bout the questions and I'm left asking why Yeah I'm traumatized I got 20 on my mind Fake ones stayin and the real ones flying And I wish you knew how much you would leave us all crying And I wish you knew how much I wanna bring back time Woke up late and heard the news today lost a friend a brother a great teammate Fell to the ground with no words to say god damn I can't express how much I wish you stayed Cause lately I've been thinking off this drink I'm sippin And this weed got ahold of me I'm gettin kinda twisted yeah There's something in my life that I'm always gon be missing Man you were the best you were always on the grind Kept your family close with your siblings on your mind You would always make time for me and you are what I'm tryna be Loved all your jokes and you kept it real honestly Just can't grasp how it came to this Live everyday thinking life's like this The sober and the happy me is what I miss Man how much I wish I could return to this Happy day happy livin that's the only part I'm missin Don't get how your gone in a world so cold I'm on a mission Stand for the ones who never got to have a vision Make a point to the ones who full of indecision You opened up my heart and made an incision I don't know how I can go on just know I'll make the right decisions