Night Meds and Nightmares

I feel it in my bones It pushes and it pulls The will to fill my body and communicate with ghosts I've got so many holes What drugs should I abuse I buckle up and fill my cup I'm ready to be used I'm drunk and I'm confused I'm looking for my friends But every second I'm a little closer to the end The sky is getting gray The world is going black If I survive I promise that I'm never going back Revitalize Resuscitate These weary eyes Were never made to suffer in this way Lobotomize Become complacent There's no better lie Than what they tell you when you are a patient Patience Won't you tell what they said Did they tell a lie about the secrets in the basement Maybe I believe every story from the faceless What if I'm a victim all the same if I never met you would I be a patient Tell me what to make of What you do in secret Why'd you make me feel it I should break your neck love I don't wanna deal with Any other fake friends Wonder if they'll listen when i trip and play dead Fading in and out of the world and I'm done I'm back Revitalize Resuscitate These weary eyes Were never made to suffer in this way Lobotomize Become complacent There's no better lie Than what they tell you when you are a patient