Memories of a Heartbreak

Oooooh Yeaaahhh Mmmmmmmm, mmmm How you expect me to have love for you when you let me go Expect me to read your mind when you ain't let me know How am I to respect a boy who don't talk the truth Now my baby girl won't know me cause I held it down for you Shoulda help my tongue Shoulda let you drown Shoulda mind my own Shouldn't been around How the hell a dude come between me and you Back and forth swear I would've killed for you But that's life that's life though One day I get it right though You can't save me all no They gotta cross the hard road But I'm learning learning learning Focus on my earnings Some ain't even worth it Next, my ex Oh god what stress Almost took him back what a mistake Tried working swear he would change Phone call said his girl was pregnant Said that she was keeping it I knew I had to be out It wouldn't work out You were always tryna hurt me Found ways to really hurt me Tried to make me side piece No I always been a wifey Connected witcho baby mama What's common is the drama You still don't know How to treat a girl Lemme tell you more, yeah Ouuu, yeah Had to let go of something real For the reason that it wasn't fair Can't nobody tell how I feel Ou no Why waste my tears For me to really see it clear And I knew I had to dust myself off for me to get here And I left my body open Numb and I was broken Found my way back Stuck in the past I got bruises and I'm hurting I'm tired but I'm learning We all know life ain't fair And not everybody supposed to be there I got scars They run deep Questions Do you love me Not cause they round you mean they care Not everybody supposed to be there And I write solely on the emotions That over take my mind I wanna share with you how I feel Do you know me Do you wanna know me Do my words make you feel Ways you thought you never would Pay attention