Not Good Enough

Ever since a kid, you said I don't deserve to live I still can't forgive half the things you did Half the things you said to me are unspeakable, and keep playin' In my head, all day on repeat mode Why you always gotta lie to me? Why you laugh at my beliefs, and try to kill my dreams? Tell me, what I ever do you? Nothin', and you know it, but you never say it's true I mean, how else can I show it, all I've done for you? I put my whole life on hold, all because of you Keep throwin' dirt all on my name, then you run me through it God, how much more can I take, 'fore I lose it, uh? (Love me) (You never loved me) (You never loved me) Not good enough, nothing's ever good enough Good enough to earn your love, (You never loved me) I should've done more Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me) Every chance that you have, you bringin' up the past I guess grace don't exist, I don't get a pass I don't get a chance to prove I can do it, too How come I'm the only one you ever do this to? Everybody else always gets forgiveness from you Me, you just question loyalty, and say I give up on you All you do is take, until there's barely any left It's barely any air in my chest, can barely take a breath (Love me) Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough Good enough to earn your love (You never loved me) I should've done, more Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me) Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me) I should've done, more Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me) I'm really sorry, but I can't do this, anymore Kept dodgin' conflict, now I'm fighting mental wars It's all fun and games, 'til I'm in a mental ward 'Cause, the gun to my brain's the way that I'm heading toward But, do you care? No, you kick me, while I fall Say I wouldn't pull the trigger, say that I ain't got the b- Man, this time we got too close Let's just keep that between me and you, though (Love me) Not good enough, and nothin's ever good enough Good enough to earn your love (You never loved me) I should've done, more Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me) Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me) I should've done, more Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me) Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me) I should've done, more Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me) Not good enough, nothin's ever good enough Good enough, to earn your love (You never loved me) I should've done, more Yeah, I should've done better, better if I give up (You never loved me)