Faster (717)

Health scare; Don't care. Girl, lose the weight. Have the baby. They can't love you. Look at yourself, you can't complain. I could turn to Mary Jane again, But she won't push me To success or through the pain. I took a risk, I quit my job After years of panic and tears. Put out a record, and it flopped. Can't be surprised. I'm a nobody With wild dreams to see My name in lights, fans on flights, Derm resident, intelligent, Mother to two or three, Competent financially. All the above, or nothing at all, nothing at all, nothing at all. I'm nothing, going nowhere Faster, faster. Will this last much longer? Faster, faster, faster master. Strapped to the ride; Can we go any fucking faster? Get through the shit, get ahead of it. Oh, faster. Seven, one, seven; Repeated every day. Now yearly I wait In hopes of some special birthday. Some kind of surprise That makes all I've been through worthwhile. Instead I'm face-to-face With the all-too-familiar immobile. Stagnation, frustration. All I need's a kick start; Not kicked to the curb, new scrapes and bruises; Body art - For a nobody With wild dreams to see My name in lights, fans on flights, Derm resident, intelligent, Mother to two or three, Competent financially. All the above, or nothing at all, nothing at all, nothing at all. I'm nothing, going nowhere Faster, faster. Will this last much longer? Faster, faster, faster master. Strapped to the ride; Can we go any fucking faster? Get through the shit, get ahead of it. Oh, faster. If I don't speed up, they're gonna catch up. They'll take the lead, I'm forced to concede If we can't go faster. Faster, faster, faster, faster, Faster, faster, faster, faster, fast-