Boundary Lines

Your gifts don't Buy back my affections Respect not reciprocated Won't be given Tired of your deceit And manipulation And the false External presentation Mmm I bet you hate How the control Mmm isn't in Your grasp anymore Mmm I'm not about playing In your charade Yeah I guess to you I'm a renegade You don't accept me And that's fine We'll just be putting up more Boundary lines I know it will come off A little unkind That I'm not bowing down To your shrine I know for you it's hard to resist To go behind my back With whatever you wish About how I failed your expectations And how I'm not meeting Your self obligations Truth is I care less About your frustrations When you try to mold me In your aspirations And try to force on my life Your regulations And when I showed you the real me I saw your hesitation Don't care to experience altercations With any more of your invitations I care more about my Nervous system regulations Done with your Narcissistic vibrations All of your inaccurate allegations My life choices aren't up for Negotiations I see your bounding lack of Transformations We'll pray for you to have Healing revelations Cause honestly I don't want To have to make these limitations Hope for the future to hold Healthier adaptations But for now I'm stepping back From your locations And really it's a bummer that this Doesn't fit well right now But tearing me down to fix Your internal combustion Is no longer something that I allow