God, again?

Jesus please hold me now Cause I know You'll help me through some how When have You ever let me down Would You rescue me again And You say this pain is no mistake And that there's purpose in the ache Help me to trust through every break Cause I don't know how much I can take Would You rescue me again Would You rescue me again Would You speak to my soul to awake So I can receive all of Your embrace And there's just to much at stake Please reveal Yourself to me again And I don't have any comprehension Of why You haven't stopped all of this building tension And sent this back to hell's dimension God I'm begging for Your heart's attention Would You heal me again Would You take off this load again And I'm still inching forward But with a moan and groan And Holy Spirit would You invade my body and enthrone Lord I'm pleading for a miracle from You again Would You give me a miracle again And this war on my health often tears me apart God You knew this would happen from the start And I'm not understanding this lesson Lord I'm not that smart Holy Spirit inhabit me Don't ever depart And Here You go Here You go I re-surrender my heart Would You breathe life in me again Would You breathe on me again And God I don't care for riches or for fame I just want to know the power of Your name And to experience an even greater flame For who You are to where it can't be tamed No matter how this world tries to shame Remove me from playing in the enemy's game Silence any lies that casts any blame And all I am is Yours I proclaim Would You rebuild in me again Would You rebuild in me again Romans 8:28 says You plan for my good And with that there's so much I've misunderstood And I've built a list in my mind Of things I'd change if I could Ever stand where You have stood But I know that Your perspective is bigger than mine And it's my thoughts that can be so misaligned And the purity of Your love is so much more divine It was You that created every design And I'm just a branch It's You It's You You are the vine It's you that created every atom in the universe in line So please help me to trust You Even in the middle of my health decline And honestly I gave You my life So really it's Yours anyways Not mine But can You lead me to experience heaven On earth again Would You bring heaven on earth again