When I Hear From You

I can't tell if it's flattering Or heart shattering Every time you call Cause I know the girl you see Is a better version of me So what's the point at all When I hear from you You bring me back to my darkest days When loving you was a twisted game When I hear from you I know you don't really want me But for the thrill you'll play selfishly Do you know how much it hurt When you left without a word But baby I knew Now I'm stuck in comparison Wondering why I didn't win What am I to do When I hear from you You bring me back to my darkest days When loving you was a twisted game When I hear from you I know you don't really want me But for the thrill you'll play selfishly I guess I'll always be the girl that lives in your head You'll always ask yourself 'what if I chose her instead?' A fantasy you never really got to play out And you will have to wonder what loving me is all about When I hear from you What do you want me to do with this It's not good for me to reminisce When I hear from you It brings me pain that I'm not the one That I was just a girl to use for fun You bring me back to my darkest days And baby it looks like nothing has changed You're up to the same tricks that you used before You like me but you love her more