Serial lover

Sometimes I sit and think about things Like how I'm noticing that I have changed And I'm wondering how I got here in the first place I'm trynna think It's such a shame Cause I don't know how And I don't know when Trying to figure out Where the hell I've been Cause I don't know me now What has happened to me, I Think I'm losing myself because I Think that I lost her in someone else And I, question if I really love myself And I'm, still trynna learn what love even really is These things are hard to admit Cause I don't wanna be A serial lover Always searching for something In another No I don't wanna be this way I wanna be ok Not having somebody Fulfill a void in me I don't wanna be A serial lover Always looking for something In another No I don't wanna be this way I wanna be ok Not having somebody Fulfill a void in me I be feeling like I'm never really happy And wanna use somebody to bring back joy in my day I know that's not right You ain't gotta tell me I Know I, need to Finally realize I gotta stop thinking that somebody Will make me complete And I've got To learn how to love me and be happy with me But I don't wanna be alone Feel like I'm always on my own I just want someone to hold me And help me Through the things I don't speak about but I need A release From reality Sometimes depression can take over me But I don't wanna be a serial lover Always searching for something In another No I Don't wanna be this way I wanna be ok Not having somebody Fulfill a void in me I don't wanna be A serial lover Always searching for something In another No I Don't wanna be this way I wanna be ok Not having somebody Fulfill a void in me