Caught Up

All these opinions they get on my nerves Fire look tempting im fighting the urge To just say f*ck it all let my walls down Hop in the car and pressing go Foot on the gas Denial lookin up at me I can see it In my head now it’s on my face can you read it? I don’t know what’s come over me can’t believe it Heavy breathing Tried to leave it But it caught up to me And I can’t escape it Time didn’t help me erase it Thought I was winning the race But you caught up to me Been running away What if it’s actually worth it Put up a fight it ain’t working I’m caught up Secrets fall Secrets take Secrets come and they go What we doin it’s insane It’s annoying I’d be on the run if I coulda done it Even though I know its not what I really needed what I wanted How do I know your not the one to leave me here with nothing Turning around I’m good at running But it caught up to me And I can’t escape it Time didn’t help me erase it Thought I was winning the race But you caught up to me Been running away What if it’s actually worth it Put up a fight it ain’t working I’m caught up If you call and I don’t call back You gotta understand it Trying not to stay mad Just a little damaged Pull up to the studio in all black Throw it all out on the canvas Yeah I been a handful Hoping you can manage Now I’m caught up and you got an advantage