Semicolon (feat. Deyhan Nugroho & Cahya Rizki)

It's too good to be true Swear to god I should've knew She'd be giving me groundless some baseless reasons It's too good to be true, no At the mid of night i stay, so reclusive that i may Have a little bit migraine, as i watch my time of grains Slowly pouring out, slowly ticking-clicking out Most of it are wasted, most of it are gone and slowly faded Been thinking 'bout my life, as I'm anxious with my drive The meaning was hard to find, as my mind was unaligned I've been talkin' to myself, and it made a major fight With my mind inside this hive, and I suggested a knife Should've done better, better than just staring and blaring In an empty room without the answer, hard to breathe with any pleasure Thought I was clever but I'm heedless with what I measure Been dragged into the abyss, feeling sick with my feather And i drank and drank and drank and drank, straight up on my flask of tin For awhile, the petty sorrows all fuckin' drowning All of my sorrows, are slowly gonna follow Through the deepest dark hollow, oh I bet I can't swallow The pill of honesty knows, my obsession that are flown Of having a decent love, that im unable to own All of my sorrows, are slowly gonna follow Through the deepest dark hollow, oh I bet I can't swallow Let me take you to a time, when this girl was sort of mine This was different of a kind, started as close of a kind Till confession slowly came, my sorrows were all been tamed I sipped the joy of a cup, my life was having the up Spent some times together as it spell a story to retell Grateful for the lovely days, the attention that she gave But shit happens after a while, sensed an end was in denial During late October, till the early December She told me this love was a burden, something like a distraction Wanted to make an amend, too selfish and wanna end So she dropped the bond and left, didn't talk in November Shoutout for the one in the U.S, backing up this little mess Drowned myself during the month, another burden for my stress Waited for the deep closure, later on in December Expectations risen, as the days became closer Hoping that this is a bluff, wanna stay normal in love But she gave some groundless reasons, oh it's too good to be true Oh it's too good to be true, for f*ck sake I should've knew All of my sorrows, are slowly gonna follow Through the deepest dark hollow, oh I bet I can't swallow The pill of honesty knows, my obsession that are flown Of having a decent love, that im unable to own All of my sorrows, are slowly gonna follow Through the deepest dark hollow, oh I bet I can't swallow I'm lying half awake Cause you know I can't let you down From the words that you said, ah f*ck u're drownin my sanity and the voice in my head I think of what you've said I thought maybe you should know Let it bloom, let it grow, let it bring the highest point Let it make, let it change, let the lost be something great Let it bloom, let it grow, let it bring the highest point Let it make, let it change, let the lost be something great Thank you for, my first one, cause you made me realised How life goes, authentic is the one that should be grown And thank you to my second I guess it was been destined Although you, didn't help, me get out of my crisis Cause you left, me alone, in a melancholic pit I felt this, angst and lost, with a deep perplexity Then you made, spark and a, so called deep contemplation My writings, now weapons, cause of your groundless bargained Let it bloom, let it grow, let it bring the highest point Let it make, let it change, let the loss be something great Been sick with, these feelings, addict for oxytocin Tried to take, another sip, drownin' all over again I know that, this whole bit, is a petty kind of thing But I can't, disregard, cause lonesome felt despondent I guess they, didn't know, the amount of attention Many thoughts, my own time, were my sacrifice for them And it is, a waste of, bits of time and commitment If the love, attention, ain't appreciate by them You could say, that love may, be a ride for emotions Nothin' much, nothin' clear, only ride for the motion Let it bloom, let it grow, let it bring the highest point Let it make, let it change, let the lost be something great Let it bloom, let it grow, let it bring the highest point Let it make, let it change, let the lost be something great This soul is changing, as the solitary tryna makin' The burdens to be lessons for me, myself, and my own mind A lack of melatonin had made a soul to overthinkin' Scrutinized the petty act as it consist some crucial bits 'Bout this phenomena that construct our corrupted norms And were implanted in the growth of many purely made newborns Cause what i've seein' lately are kids with no authenticity It is sickening how ancestors prefer the neglection So this true expressionist later became an activist Who uplift and empower to all individualist Kiss my ass to all racist, no respect for the sexist Bring down the conservative by being an existentialist