A Change Of Heart

I wanna be better than I am I try to be better, don't know if I can I know I try, but I wonder sometimes More snow, no sleep, and in bed I cry The dragon's the only thing that I'll chase Don't wanna go to the rehab, no, what a waste I can look in the mirror, but don't know my face Oh somebody get me out of this place I had better have plans than this Everybody hates me, they think I'm sick Don't wanna be the different one, cursed one Oddball, 8ball, no salvation in sin Oh, no Ohh How did I end up this way? These white lies, white lines, and a touch of neon orange The lines in the face in the mirror Time drew I don't remember, it's a blur Oh, Lord, no I had better have plans than this Everybody hates me, they think I'm sick Don't wanna be the different one, cursed one Oddball, 8ball, no salvation in sin Oh, no I wanna be better than I am I try to be better, don't know if I can I know I try, but I wonder sometime More snow, no sleep, and in bed I cry The dragon's the only thing that I'll chase Don't wanna go to the rehab, no, what a waste I can look in the mirror, but don't know my face Oh somebody get me out of this place