Alone

I didn't mean to go to jail no I'll just lock myself away Crowded yet alone regardless Doesn't matter what they say Play pause stop rewind it play it on a different day Again, again I'm sorry my life's too complicated to explain all my mistakes A fever dream filled with pain as all my joints ache Lived a simple life now over complicated instead I remember back in '14 when they said it was all in my head! If I've died already does it mean I'm undead? Stereoenantiomerically routed in my chemistry White walls blue beds I hate what I became to be And He'll is all I see I didn't mean to go to jail no I'll just lock myself away Crowded yet alone regardless Doesn't matter what they say Play pause stop rewind it play it on a different day Again again I'm on inferno's worst level, right on floor 9 Punishment for a fascination with a life of crime Hands up to god Now there's blood on the wall Scary cold miserable personal in the hall I saw my life flash before my eyes and that was all So much blood, sweat, tears.. for so few years Once I woke up, but I looked up & couldn't see God, why oh why does this happen to me? I didn't mean to go to jail no I'll just lock myself away Crowded yet alone regardless Doesn't matter what they say Play pause stop rewind it play it on a different day Again again Grab the rib retractor No happily ever after I hate all these prescriptions & these 2FA encryptions!