Narcissist

I’m in love with a narcissist Though I try to forget about it It hurts when I cry but I fall back in line because I don’t know what I need Times are changing it’s hard to find Somebody to hold a little piece of my mind And it hurts when you yell so you can’t even tell me that I’m the one who screams And oh you’re leaving me another day Slamming doors in my face Nobody knows I’m a stray and that’s the sad part Oh somebody come calm me down You would rather bury me now My breathing starts to plateau now Want to run away but I can’t even walk Draining all my blood yeah my body feels so numb Do you recognise the way you play my heart I gather all my thoughts but I’ve never felt so dumb Lie to my face yeah you fucked me from the inside Screaming in my head but no words fall out my mouth now Turn it all around, play the victim I'll play puppet now You mean way more to me than anything But you make my soul feel so irrelevant I didn’t want to do this but you leave me no choice I disassociate because I want to be yours Yeah we fight you tell me that I’m broken Rip at my flaws till I’m something that you hoped for My head and my heart yours blacker than ever Baby only in the dark do you kiss me forever Oh you’re leaving me another day Slamming doors in my face Nobody knows I’m a stray And that’s the sad part Oh somebody come calm me down You would rather bury me now My breathing starts to plateau now There’s something wrong with this picture But if I take you out you’ll take me with you And I love you but you break me always saying that you hate me narcissistic behaviour Want to run away but I can’t even walk Draining all my blood yeah my body feels so numb Do you recognise the way you play my heart I gather all my thoughts but I’ve never felt so dumb Lie to my face yeah you fucked me from the inside Screaming in my head but no words fall out my mouth now Turn it all around, play the victim I'll play puppet now