Not Meant To Be

Would you mind if I left all my baggage where you’re laying Is it too hard to pick up, can we start from the ground up? I said I’d try leave my issues here to die, yeah But they just seem to linger and my thoughts start to wither away Well is this what you want me so open and scarred yeah Well now that you got it, am I all that you wanted? Nobody to blame but me Now look what you’ve made of me The damage is killing me Wish this was make believe I tried so hard to be all you wanted Despite my past I never left you haunted Open chest I spilled my insides on you But I’m not who you need and we’re not meant to be Baby please try to have consideration for my past, yeah My heart is so stranded on an island of nothing Because you push me away with all the games you’re playing And I can’t see clearly when you’re screaming over me Nobody to blame but me Now look what you’ve made of me The damage is killing me Wish this was make believe I tried so hard to be all you wanted Despite my past I never left you haunted Open chest I spilled my insides on you But I’m not who you need and we’re not meant to be Pour my heart on this paper All I am is a mess I might sound ungrateful But in me you’ll find your arrest How much more can I take Use and abuse me I’m just your mistake Running from me because you need space So polar opposite I’m unafraid You know that I need you You know that I bleed you Tell me you need me too Or we’re not meant to be and I’m just make believe I tried so hard to be all you wanted Despite my past I never left you haunted Open chest I spilled my insides on you But I’m not who you need and we’re not meant to be Nobody to blame but me Now look what you’ve made of me The damage is killing me Wish this was make believe